I woke up five minutes before my alarm went off this morning (grr), realised I hadn't packed my stuff yet to go home to battle creek after work (double grr), and realised that I forgot my lunch five minutes into my drive to work and had to go back to get it(fricken tripple grrrrrr ( Read more... )

the day has gone from good to bad to good again. Lets see if I can keep it good until I fall asleep ( Read more... )

I have felt good today, I almost feel bad for feeling so good, but things have been very non stressful. I'm actually starting to feel drowsy and it is only 10:30, my cough isn't bothering me as much, and I got to go out to dinner tonight. I still miss everybody, my friends from school especially. But I really want to spend some time with my family ( Read more... )

To those who know about my (our) recent issues, I have had far too much time to think about things without any real resolution. I think that I have finally reached a critical mass of sorts. Even if it is just for tonight, I don't care. I have just given up all hope of solving this problem anytime before july, and have decided to give up on it. So I ( Read more... )

I have decided I offically envy my little brother. He is only 18, he is talented as hell on his drumbs. Little turd is even teaching himself guitar now. Smart as hell, though you wouldn't know it to look at his grades. And to top it off, dude's got a freakin' hot girlfriend from california. Clay, my hat is off to you. I hope your long distance ( Read more... )