( Rambly mixed-feelings post is rambly )

( I don't know even where to begin... but so much has changed since last wednesday! Like a real 180-degrees change! )

( Starting sometime last week and ending this Friday, I am having one of my busiest weeks ever! )

( maybe I should be more girly? they're looking for girlfriends after all, not best buddies. )

One of our two cats was attacked by a dog last night. I have no idea what dog it was; I was upstairs in my room (and had actually just managed to get my contacts in on the first try, so I was pretty stoked) when I suddenly heard howling from downstairs.

( Yes, howling. And it wasn't the dog, or even our cat. It was my father. )

Yay, LJ's back! And here I thought the problem was with my browser...

Anyway, fuck has a lot happened in a week. Even Friday and Saturday were enough for an entire week. I won't go too much into it because I've rehashed it so many times with family and RL friends, but whatever, just so it's here for the record, eh? :)

( 2 Exes in 24 Hours; Salsa; Design stuff; Family time :) )

Last night I went to dance with a group called Salsa Mob. They're mostly people from the Salsa club I usually go to, and they put on flash mobs where they dance salsa in various places :) Sometimes they're invited specifically to elderly homes or youth centers (lol, the contrast!) and sometimes, like last night, they just choose a place where they ( Read more... )

He wasn't there last night.

( so I still don't know how he feels for me - if at all )

Holy fucking cow has it been a busy week. Thank god it's over.

( not even including thursday and friday because honestly? sunday-wednesday was enough for me, the week could have ened there! )

But not in an overly personal way. That is, I don't necessarily miss him anymore. I just miss the 'idea' of having a boyfriend.

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