Okay so. When I work on a friday night or whatever. Andy is usually so far gone by the time I am ready to hang out.. well usually I just dont even try. I dont think he realizes it at all. but it happens. so I tried to get something out of him when i got off work and didnt really hear back from him, so ended up eating a crepe at iHop with a kid from ( Read more... )

Hm, so, things are looking up?

maybe...

I dont know

but they are better

I feel better

something is better.

Im unhappy because I drink ( Read more... )

had a good long talk with andy. things are fine. everything is fine. now we are here doing normal things and having a normal happy time

uhg

my life is
h.a.r.d.

I am dying.

New Years eve was a let down ( Read more... )

Soooo, that last day of an awful year ( Read more... )

so i could sit in andy's truck, in the rain and listen to the red hot chili peppers for the rest of my life.

oh my god

i am falling so hard and I dont know what I am supposed to do about it.

blah

365 days... till christmas, man will life be different then.

I am so happy in this moment.a;lskdfj;alskdfjasldjf;alksdjf;alsjdf;aandy;askldjf;

merry fuckin christmas.

this holiday stresses me out.