oh my god...

so many bad things happened in one day.

wow. I cant believe... My head is full of bad ideas.

jesus holy christ

I am a single and happy person ( Read more... )

I did it... I broke up with him ( Read more... )

I spent more time talking to Alex this weekend than I did the person I love. I spent a lot of this weekend thinking about my life being over... not dying. But when I lost Alex, I love everything. My family, my friends everything inside of me was shaken apart and I was completely alone ( Read more... )

i yelled at andy

he hasnt said he wants out yet... I dont get it

I just dont understand

so i guess we are good.

I am soooo stressed out

I Hate Finals

and I hate senior year this is so gay.

I miss him.
He didn't call back. Why can't I stop? Why can't I be treated well?

so its proven time and time again... Im nothing but a dumb girl.. God ( Read more... )

go figure ( Read more... )

so I went to Alex's house today. I talked with his parents. It was nice to catch up. I went to his room... so little has changed in it. A few pictures and memories were torn off the walls.. but mainly the same. I went there to get my printer and ended up standing in the middle of his room with a flood of memories trying to drown me. I just stood in ( Read more... )