I'm falling to pieces all the time.
Everything that was once a constant is definitely not a constant anymore.

I thought I was getting what I wanted. But now I'm not sure what I wanted in the first place.
Things are complicated.

I will marry one of these two people.
I am stupid.

im everybodys soul mate and no one told me they loved me today.

there is nothing to say to any one. the only person i can talk to is alex. he knows me 10 degrees better than everyone else.

andy has ruined my life. fucker.

oh god.

i just want to die quickly.

im sick this is the worst news i have ever gotten if i dont die, i'll kill myself.

Quinn is amazing. I love him so much. We are the cutest thing to happen since puppies.

Nothing much is happening.

I dont talk to Andy or Alex anymore at all. I work I go to school and I sleep. I spend as much time as I can with Quinn.

life is wonderful.

i miss lauren so much and I just want her to come home.

I need Lauren here.

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wow.. 6 more weeks of winter, huh?

im going to have to quit comp usa.

actually i think i may just take a break... like request a bunch of time off and just not be around for a while so that people can miss me or something... then when i come back everything will be good again.

yeah.. .no

probably not.

im fucked and theres no turning back

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