all this shit keeps trying to get in my way and pull me under and im just like wizzoooowww get the fuck away from me and stop trying to ruin my way to getting away from all this bullshit wizzzzzaaaaahhhhhhhhhh haaa.

thats what i said.

its like this shitty fog over an ocean. trying to blind my progress.

wizzooooooooooooooo

~your good times in this world are good only in comparison to the bad times. the comparison isnt a vaild one, because both the seemingly good times and the bad times are not Heaven. you will eventually learn that its all a trick, that your perception-something you value very highly-is simply lying to you. ~

cos thats pain...~

i was actually happy for a couple minutes today.

it was good.

im sick of everything getting me down.

im sick of depression.

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im not letting anything bother me anymore.

~i feel me walking into suicide, and youll be right there by my side~

i want my fucking cat back fucking now. 
i want her home. healthy. alive. 
i want my cat back.

and i want to get the fuck out of here.

The moths beat themselves to death against the lights.
Adding their breeze to the summer nights.
Outside, water like air was great.
I didn't know what I had that day.
Walk a little farther to another plan.
You said that you did, but you didn't understand.

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let it go let it go let it go
let it go let it go let it go

when the world keeps fallin down on me
i let it go.