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shite...and more of it!
so this week i spent riding to and from work only because i was on my "donut" tire. sucked really bad!! and of course it was raining its ass off when i left my place for work yesterday so got soaked and then forgot to turn off lights when arrived at work and wasnt raining there.... had to get coworker to jump start me after everyone else left and ( Read more... ) -
magnet to what
i somehow seem to attract men who are totally my opposite in most ways! this week, i am wandering around a neighborhood looking for good spots to sit and watch ocean from a cliff, when i see a motorcycle pretty close up to my bumper so i pull over to let him pass and he strikes up a conversation with me about various things one of which is my keep ( Read more... ) -
just a min to throw around some words....
heading in to work now- have like 5 mins really....- see my buddy got married!!! who woulda thunk it as my mom says. such a traditionalist that she (my friend) is! mazeltoff ( Read more... ) -
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going to pick up the visitors in a few hours and came to check on email. feeling so fucked up and sad right now??!! i was excited to have visitors but suddenly feeling like i dont want to see them at all. almost feeling hermitish! dont want them to intrude on my life here? scary. i am not a hermitish type of person- at least i didnt think i was ( Read more... ) -
apathy angst and other a words
no not really feeling angry. austere?... is that a word? aggro? anti? i dont know ( Read more... ) -
but wait, it gets better
ok- my dr thompson thing was harsh- i also came to realize this: my dad was born a few years before him in the same area in ky and was also in the air force and a big drinker....hmmm maybe thats why he freaked me out.... he is a scary reminder of someone?...and maybe why my sister was attratced to the psycho.... i dont really remember what all i ( Read more... ) -
reading......
i have been reading a whole lot since i have no job and no money (love the library) and just read Gonzo- the life of hunter s thompson. now i wont deny he was an intreresting guy and the book was sad how it was not an autobiography but a collection of memories from various people. my only issue is- reading that book- he reminds me of my exbrother ( Read more... ) -
time flies
man! it has been a while! computers here on the rock are incredibly sloooow!! so i have not been able to get all i want to do done on the computer. however i needed to take some time to get some stuff down. first- it is really really beautiful here and a lot of people here are soooo very nice! perfect strangers have hugged me and said "welcome". ( Read more... ) -
home
well-5 days and counting! i will be on the rock soon and having read another person's posts i am thinking it may not be remote enough! still part of this country, dammit! all i can think is- maybe the apocalypse will come and air transport will be unavailable and we will be left to our own devices?.... i dont know what to think. i have come across ( Read more... )