well- my sense of direction is still screwed! every time i think i should go right--- yep shoulda gone left! i have walked miles out of my way in the last couple of days!! very very literally!! and i have the achey feet and knees to prove it! i got my s's christmas presents for her yesterday! she picked out a food processor and some bakeware ( ( Read more... )

it is about 7 am now and i woke up about an hour ago and for some reason had the memory of the night i broke my ankle running through my head. a play by play actually which is pretty weird considering how drunk i was that night..... b called me yesterday and it was good to talk to him but then afterwards i was kinda sad. maybe the memory flashback ( Read more... )

well here i am- west coast at last!! still working on final payment for tin can but outta there! kinda weird being out here with plans and stuff and not really feeling like it is real..... sometimes i think i am just jumping out of a perfectly good plane and maybe have on a parachute but maybe not..... the rental on the little rock in the big sea ( Read more... )

if only i could just sell the tuna can and the hot wheels i would sooooo be outta here!!! have had a couple of lookers on the can and a few qeustions about the hot wheels but so far- nothing! ughhhh!! i want out of the workforce and the world for a bit!! found a place in hawaii near where we will be living that is renting for 250 a month. will be ( Read more... )

answering ads for the tuna can- kinda weirds me out. one guys email address was "twatstuffer" hmmm do you answer that one? i kinda dont think so.... eek. what a bunch of weirdos are online these days..... not that they were any less weird when i was on.... me? a weirdo?....again- hmmmm......

sooooo- am working on a bit of a crush on henry rollins now.... damm i am not in need of another unrequited love affair! :) again with the good head and the good heart but a big difference from eddie huh? unlike eddie though- i have actually met and hugged this one..... he is very good about meeting and greeting after his shows. even if it kills ( Read more... )

when i finally do get to my little rock in the pacific i am going to be needing this handy little idiom ( Read more... )

so i think i ave a small bit of time to myself now.... sooo much going on round here lately. my s&b are here for a few months. have them working with me at the station and s living with us. we are clearing out alot of stuff in the tuna can to have a yard sale. today as we were going through some stuff i just started crying and had to leave. i ( Read more... )

okokok i have selected an image! the henna tattoo that started the real thing. smaller. cute. not too bad sooooo i have very little time on my own here so i will write again later!

well then...... another computer has surfaced in my existence and i am compelled to write to myself yet again! and to whomever stumbles upon this little carwreck of a "journal" i have little time suddenly- must take big mack to work shortly- so i guess i am just seeing if i know where the keys are anymore..... and by gosh i think i am finding them ( Read more... )