Once upon a time it was the biggest thing
To watch you dance and hear you sing
Just a bit of childs play
Save the serious for another day

Mother, mother, I'm looking for you here
Growing up so fast and strong
Leaves me weak and feeling wrong

But I can do another hour
Another day, another week
The doubt in my mind
My heart devours

The earth beneath my ( Read more... )

Sorry about the entry before this one. I'm exhausted; it's been a long 19 consecutive hours of go-go-go-go. I'm ready to drop dead. My parents are gone away to michigan for the weekend, so it's me, the boys, my aunt, and my cousin(s ( Read more... )

****: wanna fuck
WHENSHADOWS bend: who are you
******: somone who wants to fuck
WHENSHADOWS bend: well then try this on for size, go outside and play hide and go fuck yourself.

God I hate fucking ignorant people. I'm very much done with all of you.

Well, not all of you.

But a lot of you.

I've got so many damn responsibilities right now it's driving me insane. I need a week away. But there's so much in my head that is part of more than just my daily routine that I could dig a tunnel to china, leave my cell phone, my internet, my identity and my life behind, and I would still feel the pressure in the back of my head.

I never asked to ( Read more... )

I'm thinking of you, and I can't seem to stop. I've learned to tell the difference between your smiles. The real ones and the fake ones. It's really pretty subtle. Kind of like the changes I've been noticing in myself. I'd outline them here, but some things are meant for just the two of us, I feel.

I feel secure. Stable. I don't lie awake at night ( Read more... )

I haven't seen you in two years.

So what's it like to know we'll never change?

That was totally called for.

The same thing that's been calling me.

"You probably know more than I do, pal."

There only better feeling than remembering the good old days

is living the new ones.

Save it up, fold it and stick it in your back pocket, right next to my heart. That ( Read more... )

Sleep?

HAH!

I'm probably the worst friend on the planet. That's why I can't keep a grip on the one friend that means most to me; hence every time she decides to walk back in the door, I give her another reason to turn tail and run back out. I'm not exactly surprised- no one has ever stayed for very long, and those that have in the past left a legacy that ( Read more... )

Every time this flower was supposed to bloom ( Read more... )

And this is so difficult for the both of us
I know we tried so hard,
There's just no hope for us

I know it's more than a shame that we
Lost to this game
All my walking talking sleeping breathing
Nothing will ever be the same