Lamentful Shadow: You and I, we were born into a different situation than most people.  Sure, there are people out there who have had similar lives to us but none have had our exact life.  Even your life is slightly different from my own.  It seems that while those situations fucked other people up it has only made us...different.  I don't think we ( Read more... )

I'm running through somewhere. It looks like it could be a graveyard, the building I just left resembles a dining car on an old western transnational train. Everything is old fashioned, I think I'm driving an old ford, the whole car is black, but the color seems to flash, change from time to time. I'm running to something. Next thing I know, I'm at ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning to all of the sounds that make my world complete. The sound of her hair, soft and dark, sliding across her pillow, she's stirring even at this early hour. Something about her knows when I'm awake. The sound of the birds, fifteen minutes before the sun comes up; but I never miss it. It's my heart beat, day to day. The sound of ( Read more... )

Someone please remind me to write about my dream, and continue my story tomorrow. I don't want to forget.

Love.

<3

So I'm a dreamer.

"So sacrifice yourself,
And let me have what's left."

You take the breath right out of me,
You left a hole where my heart should be
You gotta fight just to make it through
Or I will be the death of you

I swear I stressed out so damn much that my I made myself sick.

The good lord gave us mountains so we'd learn how to climb

I've been ( Read more... )

We both know I push (care?) too much for my own damn good. And I know that you're only going to budge on your own good time. So I guess I can mark this one down as my own damn fault for not keeping my mouth shut.

Damnit damnit damnit damnit stupid stupid stupid.

She's got her secrets
Just like you and I
Keeps things close
And under wraps
Where all her ( Read more... )

Tried to write last night. Absolutely nothing came out; I was pulling out of my top-hat and just grabbing the same "silly rabbit" and tossing him back to his woodland friends in a fit of disappointment and frustration ( Read more... )

I told her I was going to sleep, and I meant it. But then I sat down with my cocoa puffs, watched another minute or two of this movie... (Angel Eyes with Jen Whorepez and some other guy..), and listened to some music, and realized I had the urge to write.

And I mean write.

Obeservation I find irony in how my mother is compulsive over having the ( Read more... )

Please don't misunderstand me.

Please don't get mad.

But I swear to god I'm breaking down. I can't keep up this pace, especially feeling so anchored down.

I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry

I don't know what to do for you. I don't know what to do for me.

What the fuck is going on???

And Why am I so fucking upset.

I really hope I look back ( Read more... )

I don't want you to go to the marines.

I don't think the marines are for you.

I don't want the marines for you, that's my vote.

Please don't leave. What do I do without my biggest brother?
How am I going to leave you two in the first place?

Don't go, please.

I think you'd like it.

It would be good for you.

It takes a lot of guts.

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