Time to move on?

[wolffeathers]

The last few months, I have been fighting the urge to just leave. Nothing I do seems to make anyone happy anymore. So why the fuck should I bother? Why the fuck should I fight to keep things together, when it seems, that no one wishes them to be together anymore. Really, the only thing that is keeping me from leaving is the fact, hell, I have no

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[millisande]

Love, the worst of it is, that we go away, because you push us. Stop making us go away from you. Stop acting like you hate us. I know the love/hate line is remarkably thin at times... but it shouldn't be for us. I want in, I want to help... but you never, ever let me, not even once.

Sometime... Someday.. I want you to actually tell me what you need from me. It will make it easier than me having to guess, and getting it wrong. I promise.

I don't even have a clue of what to say to this, right now. Maybe later. All I can say is that I love you. I am sorry that's not enough.

[guardiandragon]

I have not been permanently pissed off at you. I try to give yu advise, to make things better, to make you and those around you feel better, or feel like they want to be around all of us, and it just seems that you do everything possible to go against either advise given or attempts made. It's frustrating. Part of my lack of understanding is that I have never been addicted to cigarettes. I never plan to be. But in the last month or more it seems that they ALONE have been your response to why you are angry or bitchy or don't want people around. To those of us on the outside, it looks like your addiction to cigarettes has been the primary reason your life is falling apart

[whitiglil]

Hey, if you ever need someone to talk to (outside the situation), I'm here. Best of luck. *hugs*