I never knew it could hurt this much; I never knew...

Sometimes the truth can be felt before it is actually known. Sometimes it may take a few days. Sometimes it hurts worse than you could imagine, but you live on; taking in life for what it is, and praying for the best of those who betrayed your trust. You pray for them because you care for the people around you, regardless of who they are; the ( Read more... )

Wow today was actually a really good day until i got home...then for some reason that i dont know i was so depressed. I just sat down, listened to music and fell asleep on my desk for a an hour, then got in bed and slept for another 2 hours. So ya, i think im better now, its just weird. Well at least that stupid testing is over. Well i guess ( Read more... )

Well today just started out bad. I'm never good with the heat, i like it nice and cold...sigh. Ya so i was extremely tired, probably got a little heat sickness, and my alergies really started to bug. So i got home, and Sheba had an accident, so i had to take her outside and sit with her in the heat for like 15 minutes, help clean her up, and all ( Read more... )

well today i went to church at Horizons at like 9:30 or so, then got home, tried to fix the computer for a few hours, then got working on putting chairs together for a good hour or so..watched a movie called Hitchers 2 which was a pretty cool movie, was starting to watch Congo but then had to eat dinner, then i came over to my moms; The End!

ya this mourning at about 9:30 i went to the beach for awhile. Well for the first 2-3 hours i just sat around and did nothing. That water was sooo cold! i mean i will usually go to the beach even when its cold, but wow that was just icey cold! So after a few hours i got around to playing vollyball. Well my step sister has been playing it for ( Read more... )

Well i just found out today that Dash's bday isnt tomorrow but next saterday...god i hope i dont have to go. Instead of going to Dash's bday tomorrow, i am going with my family on a picnic tomorrow, and sadly enough Mallory cant come cuz she has to work! well at least she isnt in trouble, whoot! lol maybe sunday, maybe not...who knows ( Read more... )

Well tomorrow comes my step-cousin's 13th birthday party. Im trying to have Mallory come over, im just hoping either one of us get in trouble and my dad says its ok, cuz its going to be pretty dull if she doesnt come. School today was...blah. FCA was awsome, we had an ex-pro baseball player from the Padres come in and speak to us and i ended up ( Read more... )

Well some good news, no star testing for me tomorrow! dont have to be at school until 9:30 which im just sooo happy about! Saterday is going to be pretty dull unless Mallory comes with me to my cousins bday party. Dont get in trouble now! ^.^ I love ya so much, i just hope work all those problems in your life out. Im here for ya for whatever or ( Read more... )

Sigh, Mallory made me update my journal! she made me do it, i swear! lol j/k...Ya anyways STAR testing is going on now and...well...it sucks! the english portion yesterday wasnt that bad, but then today the math section...oh man! after i got to about 35 i just said screw it, filled in random bubbles and did the CSU part. I also found out today ( Read more... )