i am a a a a a a a a a a GONER!

::sigh::

y'know when you've got a lot of work to do
but you don't want to do it because
you're so distracted?

yeah.

i rang in this new year of my life
with a spate of laughter
so intense
it lasted a full 24 hours.
my heart is on repeat.
repeat repeat repeat
that's right
i've learned nothing
but i vow to do it
with more HILARITY this year.

happy soiree fallout:
reassurance, reassured, reassure.
i don't even want to say it!
going to the dam tonight
just like very other night, duh.
and in 3.5 hours, i will be 21!

i have made myself too every-day ( Read more... )

god,
i had the most awful dream.
pregnant.
again and again.
more painful each time.
there was this giant stone
in my abdomen
and i had to cut it out.

this is pretty much the last day of the semester where i have to scramble to get shit done. tomorrow i have two finals & a huge project to turn in, but i'm sure i won't give much of a shit at the time. one is for bobby so it will be pure joy. and the other two i don't really care about. i realized this morning that this entire semester i've been ( Read more... )

so... close... to being... DONE!

this paper is really clipping along, i'm afraid that i'm probably missing something vital and i'll wake up at 8:30 tomorrow morning remembering what it is i'm fucking up on right now but it'll be too late cuz i'll have already turned it in and won't that suck but as for right now, this paper is really clipping along ( Read more... )

me: let's watch a movie!
grandpa: that's a good fuckin' idea! i mean-- that's a damn good idea... i mean... what a godly idea.
grandma: fuckin' a!

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why don't i live with them? i've been in town for thirty minutes and i'm already crabby again.

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paper-writing time.