cranky. hungover. bitter.

binding books today, i tried to meditate on receptivity.

but i kept returning to the resentment.

i hate dumb shit.

whoever heard of a good day in june?

my head is so dizzy with the smell of rose.

all day i have been singing in my own brain with the voice of emmy lou harris, dreaming of vengeful looks and glowing evenings of not-giving-a-shit. working in the MHL, handling all the ancient religious tracts and mennonite genealogical books and sunday school kits translated into different languages - all of this dusty, static work that i like ( Read more... )

life is ridiculously ridiculous ( Read more... )

i am so much braver than i thought.
i have been dealing with scary things
and it has gone well.

i heart me.

why is my heart thundering today?

i am a patient woman, but i fucking hate to wait.

low-key and waiting ( Read more... )

even when i face these fears i ( Read more... )