today was a good day, finally finally. i enjoy my job. i feel satisfied at the end of the day.

i feel like a waste today
utterly useless except for the same
stock tasks and phrases

and what kind of asshole makes their
baby sister cry?

i need a nap.

i have an apartment!

"that vile temptress!"

things that hurt:
my chest
my blistered thumb
my hangover

remember
when she said
"sometimes beer is a friend"
?

i am sweet on you, oooo
yeah
sweet on you, mmmm
what? sweet on you
who? sweet on YOU
oooo

this is the season of no. my stomach hurts every day. i'm getting antsy, idealistic. i think i found a grey hair; i think i've found them before. the thing that makes me the saddest is that i've lost my ability to pray. quitting is the only thing i know how to do, and i don't even do that very well. eating, smoking, wishing. my hair is the longest ( Read more... )

bad weather! bad, bad, very bad weather! you deserve a spanking ( Read more... )

i like nail polish and cigarettes and gin!

i like soccer players and diet dr. pepper and mail!

i like summer and crying and potato chips!