I have not updated this thing in three years. I don't think anyone will read it. It's okay. This is for me. Not for you. Sooo much has happened since I last updated. I've been with a boy, without a boy, pined for said boy, and almost got over said boy, but not so much. I want him back. I love him. It sucks major ass that I can't have him. I think ( Read more... )

So it actually has taken me awhile to sit down and write something today. It's hard to put into words this whole year, to sum up something that has been both good, bad, and down right ugly ( Read more... )

So it's my birthday. Woohoo! 20... decades old. Wow ( Read more... )

I guess it's been a bit since I've updated...just a little over a month I believe..ooops. I actually just got done reading through every one of these entries. I think I'm the most emo person I know lol. Going through entries is like reliving that small part of your life. It was very interesting ( Read more... )

I have had the best weekend. First off my parents, sibling, and his girlfriend went away. Second I have had three days off in a row. Third yesterday was Warped Tour. Fourth Matt and Laura spent the night at my house Friday and my parents knew about it. Fifth Shaun was at my house Friday night and he touched (more like molested) a pillow that is ( Read more... )

Life is life right now. Nothing really exciting is happening right now. Warped Tour is next Saturday and I can't freaking wait. It's going to be soo much fun. I still have to buy my ticket..lol. Work is being a pain in the butt. I got yelled at yesterday for not smiling when half of the other cashiers never smile. I got asked about my availability ( Read more... )

walk away, don't look back ( Read more... )

As of late I've been really emotional. I had good reason to be, but there is no reason anymore ( Read more... )

How many special people change ( Read more... )

so I've gone ahead and fucked up once again...

Why can't I ever keep my mouth shut?

:(