It's been a week...one full week since I made a complete fool of myself...one complete week since I've had my heart shattered ( Read more... )

I can't stand this feeling gnawing at my stomach. I can't stand feeling like this ( Read more... )

I think it's been a little while since I've updated this thing. So far the job is good. I'm getting the hours I want and I'm slowly saving money for school next year and a car and a euphonium. That's pretty much been what's been going on. Work and sometimes friends. I just got in from hanging with Matt and Laura. Nothing particulalry exciting ( Read more... )

and it's all in how you mix the two ( Read more... )

I had a blast this past weekend. Relay for Life, Busch Gardens, I'd hit that, crawling over us, Hooters, Welcome to Nuclear Beach, Where do you live now?, peace, I won! I won!, jazzercise, and so much more ( Read more... )

Wow....I made it...I made it through my first semester of college. Holy poo. This time last year I was really depressed. I cut my wrists and didn't want to be here anymore. A lot has changed. I've changed. I'm not depressed anymore. I've lost 23 pounds so I don't feel or look as fat as I was. I have more friends and became closer with some. I have ( Read more... )

Life, it’s ever so strange ( Read more... )

I'm truly beginning to think that this will never happen for me. I try and try, but nothing I do ever seems to be enough ( Read more... )

I'm standing on a cliff. It's grassy and there are beautiful flower-blooming trees everywhere. There's a beautiful house behind me with a balcony. It's a sunny and cloudless day. Someone I don't know comes up to me and tells me to look for the butterflies. He says I have to catch them. For what reason I have no idea, but I look anyway. I walk ( Read more... )

wow....what a night...I am sober so don't worry....I'm just high on green ( Read more... )