Sometimes she's quiet. Usually she's guarded, but tonight she won't be. She'll be open and loud; maybe a little obnoxious. She doesn't mean too be, but she can't help it. She can't stand herself anymore. She doesn't want to be shy and afraid of what people will think of her ( Read more... )

Do you believe in heaven above ( Read more... )

gosh I'm angry right now. I asked if I could go to Wal-Mart so I could get toothpaste because I'm almost out and I get a big fat no. What the hell ( Read more... )

This is morning ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what came over me, it seemed like a good idea at the time. I'm not sure if I messed up. I think I did. I can still taste it in my mouth. I look into the mirror and see bloodshot eyes that are dying to weep, but nothing will come out. I opened my mouth at the wrong time, a word or three were said and that was that. I really don't ever ( Read more... )

I'm so excited. anxious, nervous today. I'm hanging out with Matt after school. Everyone on the block knows and they all decided to say something like "ooooh a boy?" my reply "He's just a friend." Which is so very true, but oh how I wish it could be more, but I didn't tell them that ( Read more... )

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined ( Read more... )

Beannachtai na Feile Padraig!

or Happy Saint Patrick's Day!

wow is this an update? is Katie really updating her livejournal? oh yes kids...it's a miracle ( Read more... )

So I'm feeling kinda good right now. Going to the gym is paying off. I've lost some weight. I'm still working towards my goal. It's becoming clearer everyday, which I'm happy about ( Read more... )