Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its right ( Read more... )

I feel dirty. It won't go away. I can still feel it. I wish it would. I can't sleep. I can't concentrate. I have to do an essay and a math test tomorrow and I'm afraid this will hinder them. I shouldn't still be feeling the way that I do. It's not like it was something really bad.

just go away

so I'm leaving for CC today. I'm going to visit my lovers, Brandon and Kristen. They sooo miss me. I miss them, too. But first I have to go to school and pass a psychology quiz and math quiz. I'm really excited right now. I haven't been to CC for almost 6 months. 6 months March 2nd because there is only 28 days in February and we left on September ( Read more... )

It's very early in the morning. I just got home from Miami. I had a ball there. I saw the South Florida Honor Band. Carolyn B. was in it. She did awesome. The second band played Comando March. They played it so much better then we did when I was in high school. Everyone just went to bed, but I don't want to. I'm not tired ( Read more... )

Well I've been in school for about 3 weeks now. It's so much fun. Even the writing in english class isn't as bad as I thought it would be. Psychology is good. All we do is take notes. Math is math. It's not easy, but it isn't way hard. I love music appreciation. I know all of the answers, the professor is cool because he doesn't give us any ( Read more... )

I have school tomorrow ( Read more... )

Now that I'm wonderfully sober I can fill all of you in on the last days of 2005. So Christmas was good. Brandon and Kristen came down the day after. We had a ball. We went to the malls, the beach, the riverfront, and almost the bowling alley. It was great to see them and I miss them. Hopefully we'll see eachother again soon ( Read more... )

So I'm a wee bit three sheets to the wind right now. So isn't Victoria, my mom, Doug, an dBilly. Biully is really bad. He drank a whole bottle of 126 proof Jamacain Rum. He was trashed. I had four drinks. I'm happy. I'm going to update really later. I'm really tired. My next door neighbor made my drinks. hehehe. I'm going to go now

Happy New YEar

Merry Christmas everyone ( Read more... )

I hate my boss. Who doesn't. She's condescending. She's old. She talks trash about me and everyone else. All in all I pretty much would have quit today if I didn't need this job so bad ( Read more... )