it really feels like i was punched in the throat
either that, or it's closing up
maybe i'm allergic to school

stressful work dreams
right before i have to get up for work
hates it

early breakfast with the family
sarrah drove on the freeway for the first time!
afternoon poolside with lady dottie and the gang
reunited with manda!
falling asleep on her couch for a minute
and pulled over on my way home, for the first time
no ticket, no worries
time for some muuuuuch needed sleep

somehow i have 79 messages in my inbox that only holds 80 and i can't bring myself to part with any of them
so every time i get a text i need to read it, reply, and delete it.
lately i've been having dreams about texting haha
maybe i'm getting them in my sleep
and i delete them and have no recollection in the morning
hmmm, probably not though.

why am i still getting these chest pains?

i love soap operas.

got probably three hours more sleep last night than usual
so why am i still so tired?

i would love to do today over again
or just skip it all together
k thanks.

andd going to bed at a normal time
nothing bad happens when you're sleeping, right stef?

i read so much into every little thing
like it's some sort of sign or fate or something
or maybe that's just my ocd

a busy but good day at work
brand new tickets <3
falling asleep on the couch four hours ago
sudden burst of energy
and going to bed in a good mood

why is it that i can't bring myself to get rid of any more of my clothes
even though i know i don't and won't wear them?
i have separation anxiety.

and my mouth tastes like penicillin?