i'm in a surprisingly good mood.

went to bed thinking my bed was the most comfortable it had ever been
woke up regretting not giving this shift away when i had the chance
immediately followed by some of the worst chest pains i've had so far
i am so fucking tired.

met with a counselor today
for school, not my head. ha.
andd my life is not ruined
yaaay

spent all day in the sun and i'm sooo tired
i was ready for bed two hours ago
i should have just gone to sleep then

and why do i watch so much 16 and pregnant
when i knowww it makes me cry

no more chest pains please.

can my jaw please stop hurting now ?

who would've thought i would ever do an irish car bomb ? or two ? or three ? ha.

oh man.

stupid !

i don't know what i want.
not that it matters.

well, actually, i do know what i want
but it's not like i can have it.

everything kind of sucks right now.