a freaking letter on the computer

i don't know if i can deal with this

i don't like being scared all the time
i'm being so careful. watching what i do and say.
i don't know what will make things worse. i wish i knew what would make things better.
the person i'm supposed to be the most comfortable, happy and at ease with, is the one i am afraid of. the one making me so uncomfortable i don't know what to do.
i hate playing ( Read more... )

why do i feel guilty ?

i think i'm losing it

 so i guess my gramma decided she wants to live ( Read more... )

i 'm having a really bad day

i never post anymore but i need to say stuff
and i can't write in my actual diary because i feel to guilty for even keeping after all the stuff i wrote months ago
that doesn't even matter anymore

but today matters

i get, or i have, to say goodbye to my gramma today
forever
my mom decided yesterday to take her off her feeding ( Read more... )

i'm going crazy

facing a serious moral dilemma here.

_touchoverrated

JOIN THIS COMMUNITY OR BE SHANKED

i'm extremely bored
i have to go meet my sister at like three
and i don't know what to do until then
i don't want to do homework
maybe i will read
or eat some toast
mmm mexican food sounds good

oh and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TYSON!!! <333
you're turning 7 right? hehe

how do i get my computer out of safe mode?!