So I haven't updated in yonks. For those of you who don't know I finished my last job a few weeks back. I spent two weeks bemoaning the lack of a job and then out of the blue got an amazing one! It's doing exactly the kind of thing I have been trying to do for the last year (well, close enough), the people I'm working with are all lovely, it pays ( Read more... )

Feeling stupidly lonely. I blame Paloma Faith.

Not a good night right now. I guess this is the inevitable crash after the high that I have been waiting for. Self-inflicted and everything. Just bloody fucking typical. Anybody need a human punching bag? Think I'd volunteer right now. 

Update on life and things. Doing some filming at the moment but I'm feeling a little overwhelmed. I am now pretty much the only production person on this feature film because everyone else has gone to do other projects. There is still so much that needs organising and I'm worried I don't have the experience behind me to cope on my own. Hopefully it ( Read more... )

OMG okay so the internet is a realllllly weird place. I knew this before but OMG I did not realise just how much the internet nows until now! I don't want to say too much about it because when I created this journal I decided to keep my private/work life separate especially with the industry I am working/want to work in (if I know you and you know ( Read more... )

My attitude to work is an interesting thing. When I don't have any I want it, and when I have work I want to relax. I guess it's the same for everyone, but most people only get to relax at the weekends. The nice thing/curse of being freelance means that you are insanely busy one week and then have sod all to do another. Trying to keep the work ( Read more... )

Feels like ages since I've posted anything here. I've been super busy lately with work, some of it even paid! Woohoo! It's been a lot of fun, and hopefully will help things kick off even more ( Read more... )

Why am I always stressed in the evenings now? Is this film even worth it? I honestly have no idea any more. I thought I knew what I was doing and that it was all good, but now I am just back to continuously doubting myself. I don't know what to do any more. I hate being so insecure and confused. I especially hate the confused part, I've never dealt ( Read more... )

I should be working right now, but screw that! Well, actually I am kind of working, the tabs I need are open and I'm heading off out for a meeting in London after this, but whatever ( Read more... )

I am currently absolutely shattered, but never mind I shall write an LJ post! It's been a long but, aside from a dodgy start, really good day. The thing I was doing in the early afternoon was a bit of a screw up, but it worked out fine in the end ( Read more... )