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Jay,
I want to start pursuing Patrick again. I feel like you are giving me the pieces to his heart that I need to really make the connection. You've given me two pretty significant things to say to him to make a difference. Maybe small things, but they will matter in the long run.
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Jay,
I'm exhausted. I've been trying to find the motivation to keep going. I need to find the thing that I'm passionate about to keep going.
I'm going to read "Unstoppable" today, by Christine Caine. Hopefully that will give me some inspiration and direction. I always say my goal is to become invincible. I hope I can be as successful as Christine ( Read more... ) -
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Caleb, Dixon, Hud, Ragu, and Alister,
How are you guys doing? I hope work isn't too overwhelming. I miss you guys... but I know I need to keep moving on in life. I'm really bored.
I hope you guys have time later today to talk. That would really make my day.
Anyway, I just wanted to drop you all a line. I love you.
To My Soldiers, <3, Jordanary
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The Angels
Jesus,
I was listening to "Innocent - Taylor Swift" this morning. And I felt like I heard you say something... I felt like I heard you say that the angels still struggle to feel like they have innocence, and that you're trusting them with me.
What an honor it is, to have you trust me with something! Praise you, Almighty God!!! I will not let you ( Read more... ) -
Connection
Jesus,
Patrick and I have been connecting lately, and it's been amazing. We had our first real conversation the other day, and we talked a lot yesterday too. I feel like if we can just keep being authentic, we'll be able to rebuild that bridge that was destroyed over the past few years.
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To Jay,
Good day! Or good evening :)
So who wants to tell me about the mustache I keep hearing about??? -.-
XDDD... It was Alister's idea.
So, how was drawing a mustache on Caleb Alister's idea?
He said we should take over the world drawing mustaches on people. I heard him! You did too!
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Future Self,
It's me, from January 2025. I just wanted to write to you, so you can remember something.
I'm really scared during this period... I'm wondering if everything is going to work out the way I want them to. I'm having trouble trusting people. I'm afraid of everything slipping through my fingers with my family (Caleb, Dixon, Hudson, Ragu, and Alister).
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To Dixon, Ragu, and Hudson,
As you know, while I was growing up, I was molested. When I was 18, it wasn't taken seriously, and it caused me a lot of problems, including compulsively sleeping with people, and the inability to ready my Bible. Demons harassed me and made it where I'd have panic attacks reading my Bible, so I couldn't read it.
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Hey Jay,
I feel like a completely different person today. Caleb gave me a dream, where I heard,
"Everything is rigged, the whole system is rigged, except for one thing: the Father's judgement. And I will do anything to hear that one sentence at the end: was I a good person?"
I don't know what it was about that statement, but it put a fire under my ( Read more... )