i dont care if you actually read this. from what i can tell you've put me out of your life and your mind and im going to accept that because i have no other choice. im not going to be pathetic and send you endless messages on myspace begging you not to shut me out. i dont even want anything from you but a friendship, if you dont think you can ( Read more... )

Svefn-g-englar ( Read more... )

How can I just let you walk away ( Read more... )

soooo. the last entry, i wish it went as planned. but things quirked a little. its a long story i dont want to get into. but luckily the new plan isnt much different, still good ( Read more... )

so obviously im home from france now. its been like 4 days. but it seems so much longer. it was so hard to leave, and im not sure i would have been able to if it werent for what we decided we were going to do long term ( Read more... )

im leaving in a few hours to go to my loveeee. ♥. im sure by the time you read this i'll already be gone. haha. i'll be there in just about exactly a day now. less than that, depending on if my plane is late. (i hope not) so this is my last message to you before i go to be with you. i want you to NOT BE ANXIOUS! cause it'll make you sick. drink tea ( Read more... )

It's just about 3 days now till i leave. :) thats very soon. i couldnt be more excited! well, i guess i could be when its 2 days, and 1. we'll see. i'm already packed, if that tells you how anxious i am. i love you sooooo much guillaume ( Read more... )

if i had balls that is. i cant believe he had the nerve to call me, wake me up, give me the 'im so sexy you know you want me' voice. pretend he didnt know about all the disfunction he caused. and inform me that he's sent me the very cd that caused all of this, and wants me to call him when i get it. 'keep in touch' oooohhh buddy you have no idea. ( Read more... )

me and leah have become inseperable. :) i dont know why but i didn't see that coming. but im glad it did. i was feeling EXTREMELY lonely. i mean, i love all my guy friends, but a girl needs another girl to relate to, its just the way it is. i love her to pieces. we have so much fun driving and singing and talking about anything and everything. its ( Read more... )

my mouse is getting fat. i guess they can't stay babies forever. :`( right now she's picking the corn out from the pellets that she won't eat. so i'll have to dump them out again later ( Read more... )