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Ooo Baby, baby, it's a wild world
I realized that I have not been updating a lot and not letting y'all know what's going on in my life and boy do I have to say "Mommy wow! I'm a big boy now!" This time it's not just because I finally stopped pooing my pants. No, I'm a big kid in the big bad real world ( Read more... ) -
Cause this time Effie White is gonna win!
I bought the DreamGirls DVD a couple days ago and have been watching it non-stop. It's pretty ridiculous I'm loving every second of it though.
Anyway, I do have some things to say. I don't know if I've posted about this or not yet but I have a job for this summer. I've officially talked to the nice lady at MyTracks.com. I don't know exactly what I ( Read more... ) -
Insane in the membrane
I'm crazy. I know this. You know this. But for some reason some of the things I've done and thought today have made me wonder if institutionalization may not be a bad idea ( Read more... ) -
As promised
I keep on telling everybody and making all these promises to update when things are going well so here are two positive stories about good things in my life. Enjoy them while you can because tomorrow you may get hit by a bus and die ( Read more... ) -
Oopskis!
I really don't mean to scare people. I really don't mean to make people worry about me. This journal's purpose is not to be solely for the release of my aggression-- it's just that when I'm doing really well nothing is really happening in my life which always makes me very happy. Sadly, though, it means I have little to update about ( Read more... ) -
A Week and a Day
I honestly do not know how much more of this I can take before I explode. Something will happen. Someone will say something. Someone will do something. And inside that last shred of sanity and dignity I have been clutching on to like an old woman clutches on to her purse in a dark alley will just snap and whoever it is will fall victim to the wrong ( Read more... ) -
trust issues
I'm starting to realize something that I've refused to acknowledge prior to this year. As much as I try to be a calloused, cold-hearted, calculating person who doesn't let people in and doesn't get hurt, I never will be. I have this uncanny obsession with giving people the benefit of the doubt. I don't want to hate people ( Read more... ) -
supposing i should
Is it that time again? Time to update my journal? Yes, why yes it is ( Read more... ) -
Support of the tech variety
All I can say is thank God that I splurged and bought the two year (maybe four year I can't remember) Apple Tech Support subscription, cause I fucking use it! If I have any problems I immediately call in and let them know so they have the chance to fix it. Today, however this was the first time that they didn't drive me to drinkin' so to say! The ( Read more... ) -
Same Old Song And Dance
I so desperately wanted this to be a happier post. I wanted to be able to have the next thing y'all hear from me more up beat than the last but it turns out that isn't going to happen ( Read more... )