Im so unbelievably depressed. Why am I telling this to a stupid internet journal? Oh yeah, because I have nobody to talk to. I feel very alone and alienated. Come February, Im really not going to have anybody to talk to. I love Matt so much, but sometimes I really cant deal with the shit. I dont care anymore. :(

Fucking lame. This weekend someone stole my jacket and my backpack with all my school shit in it from my car. I had a paper in my backpack that I'd been working on for like 3 weeks thats due tomorrow and now its allll gone. Plus I have to pay for my fucking books. Who the hell is stupid enough to steal school shit and a jacket but not a purse, cd ( Read more... )

Thought I oughta update this piece for once. My birthday is Friday bitches, get me somethin' good. Theres also a show at Matt's on Friday, Collapse and Disaster Pants. It's 4$ and its at 115 S. 8th Street, between Colorado and Cimarron. Don't come if you suck and I don't like you. ha.

Well, not to much more to say. Take it easy.

livejournal...long time, nothing written. Nothing in particular interesting going on. Had an exemplary summer. I've got a car now so if you want to hang out or something of the sort, give me a call ( Read more... )

Hey people in HHF, this is the only way I know of to get ahold of everyone but anyways, Someone offered us a show on July 2nd at extreme pizza with a touring band from New York so I was just seein' what you guys wanted to do...like practice maybe???
call me or alex.

Its almost summer. two more days left of school, too many. Not too much going on. Congratulations Alex Maddie and Ashley on graduating! I'm so proud of you three. You guys are like my best friends and now your all grown up ( Read more... )

I lied my face of when I said that I would be okay, it's never fine when you go away.

Things are pretty damn good right now.
I <3 Matt,

maddie alex and ashley too!<3

I'm just really unsure about alot of things right now. Dont worry. It wasnt you. I seriously just do not know. I'll understand if you dislike me. I'd dislike me too. Hell Im sure most people dislike me and put up with me anyway. Eh whatever. Im just in a really lethargic mood and have been for a little while. Dont worry about it. It will be okay.

Hung out with Seth Sarah and Josh last night. It was quite fun. Went up to Gold Camp Road and sheeeit, there really were handprints on the car and everything. It was cool.


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