When I go to sleep, I wish so hard that I dont ever wake up

[writemeoff]

Im so unbelievably depressed. Why am I telling this to a stupid internet journal? Oh yeah, because I have nobody to talk to. I feel very alone and alienated. Come February, Im really not going to have anybody to talk to. I love Matt so much, but sometimes I really cant deal with the shit. I dont care anymore. :(

Comments

[ohhhromance]

ohhh jessica!
don't feel that way.. honestly, is ther anything, anything, anything i can do?
feeling lonely is by far the worst, and i don't think you need that.

<3Yvonnesita

... just let me know if there is

[framemymind]

Feel better Jessica!
=]

[smashmaster]

What's going on in February??

If a boy is the reason you're depressed, then you shouldn't have to deal with it... as much as i love matt, your happiness is way more important.

[writemeoff]

no its not matt that makes me depressed. its a bunch of stuff

[toxic__vision]

dude, we definately need to hang out!! i always want to call you... but i never do... cuz youre EVERYWHERE! well... yes. let's hang out! just me and you! and have a good time ... cuz we always do! <3

[jzer0]

not that anyone ever wants to talk to me... but hey if no one else is around to talk to... i might not be that bad of a friend...

[writemeoff]

:)