On another note, all of my pants are too big on me now. It's a bit annoying.

I took a mental health day today. After a night of getting to know Eric a bit better I decided that I just really needed a day to chill out. It's hard when home isn't really a home. There's nowhere in my house that I have to myself. Personal time and space is hard for me to come by and I really needed to take some time to pay attention to my own ( Read more... )

Friday was beyond surreal. I got a decent night's sleep for the first time in ages without the help of any external substances. It probably helped that I wasn't sleeping on the floor, but on Al's futon/bed. I slept through a class I really couldn't miss and I'll have to talk to the teacher about that. After my other class, I had no way home for a ( Read more... )

I'm studying in Prague next semester!!

A couple of days ago we were sitting in the living room watching Brandon play Zelda on Wii when we heard a crash and a prolonged honk. We looked out the window. There appeared to be a truck, bigger than a normal semi, attempting to turn from a tiny arterial onto a residential street outside of our house. As the truck moved, it became apparant that ( Read more... )

The last many years of my life have been interjected with bouts of extreme nervous energy. A clenching in my chest and ( Read more... )

I am going to write in here again, I think, after almost a month of silence. Sorry guys. Not only was it hard to find time while Duker was out, but I have been writing in a real journal! My thoughts have gone dry for that thing, too, though. So a change of setting would be helpful, I guess ( Read more... )

It's been a great day for me! Even though this whole Chris situation was pretty obnoxious, I am actually believing that it was his loss. Being told by a bunch of people that I act older than I am and seem very self confidant helps. I pretty much recognize right now that there is a lot that is awesome about me. haha. It sucks that a person who I ( Read more... )

I love Seattle ( Read more... )

I spend all day sitting in an office. I'm in that big black building across from Cinerama, often referred to as the "Darth Vader Building." There's a big window in the lobby, but even though it's an unbelievably beautiful day, the tinted windows dim it to the level of brightness you'd get on a heavily overcast day ( Read more... )