i hate how every year i have to feel this way, but i cant help it. last year at least it made sense, i moved to a new school where i knew no one, so it was logical to feel so alone, but this year its the same and i dont know why. i know people, people know me, but i still feel like i have no real friends. it was better at the end of last year, ( Read more... )

sum me up in an icon?


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Yes, i do realize that i update my layout more often than i update the actual text. Why you may ask? Simply because whenever i think of anything worthy to spend tim eon, i forget it as soon as i sit down to write it. but i have to admit, when i am thinking of something its pretty damn good. : ) (yeah im not conceited whatsoever)

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HELLO WORLD, IM UPDATING!
o0 its been a while, yea so i was going to actually write something meaningful of what iw as thinking of in the bathtub today, but sadly i have forgotten.

In Other News: NEW LAYOUT

: )

that's right ladies and kevins (Orbach and Go lol)
im leaving to asb camp in exactly 12 hours for 4 days!
i bet your going to miss me!
wont you?
*whimpers* wont you?

well then you suck

*humph*

what do you think is worse:

being emotionally battered?

or

being physically abused?

omg

new layout

COMMENT!

this is completely fiction remember that! (  The Barbie )

weekend=awful, fucking awful. god i had a nervous breakdown, a real, honest to God breakdown, hyperventillation and all, i thought i was gonna faint and die, i swear. i dont want to talk about it, so please dont ask, just did not have fun. this was on friday, on saturday i watched americas next top model marathon-- yay?

today was better however, ( Read more... )

so i hardly ever use this thing anymore... you can tell because i havent deleted lidies hacker entry...

fact of the day: i kept wanting to cry the whole day through and the only one that noticed anything was wrong was gabe... wow i have some really perseptive friends

how do you like the icon?