ThWyIAm919: 1/20/04 - 2/2/05, 2/6/05 - forever?
WytazSno: mhmmmmmmm

im feeling better!

yes, thats right...i actually feel better about everything. all the advice that peolpe gave, all the encouraging words and quotes, all the hugs, most of the threats lol, they all helped. im gonna be ok, i think... but right now im alright... i had to read naomi's advice about 7 times but it eventually sunk in. now theres a bad ( Read more... )

yea thats it, and now im guessing most of you know what im talking about. god i thought my eyes were gonna pop out yesterday (which would explain why i felt like crying just now, after i saw something and i couldnt. literally everything i had was just gone, my unlimited tear recurse dried out.) i believe i was swollen today... i dont even know how ( Read more... )

i should'nt take things so personally, i know that. i also know that i should stop reading into things so much... and the funny thing is i know that i shouldnt, but i do. i dont even know if i can anymore... and even sadder is the fact that im not happy right now, fake smiles can only last so long until it looks like your grimacing becasue it hurts ( Read more... )

i made a few minor changes, but yea im sticking with this. so i talked to my mom. actually i think i had like a marothon talking fest with her... but im glad, she made me realize a lot, i have to thank her for that. ok so ive made a plan! i vow that i will try and be happy, and not hate guys cuz they have dicks... and in two weeks if nothing ( Read more... )

I CHANGED MY LAYOUT!

LOOK AT IT!

i dunno if im done yet, tell me if you like it....

ok so i put the background back on this thing, i dont even know why it came off but its back. so yea i got my grades back.

Overall GPA= 4.04
Academic GPA= 4.17
Class Rank= 9/167

not bad i guess, but i think i should try harder...

theres so much on my mind, its starting to hurt. its not like i can say anything to anyone because its just too private, maybe even for me, becasue i havent been able to write anything down in an actual journal... everythings sliding down... its like trying to push a bolder up a slope no matter how hard you try and get it up its just weighs more ( Read more... )

its been one year! yes count em ladies and gentlemen ONE YEAR! its just soo hard to believe! im like freaking out here! haha wow i just kind of been sureal, everything thats happened is just amazing, and i just love him! *happy!*

( these mean a lot )

guys are such assholes.... ugh... they all are... all they want is sex. i believe my mother when she says they're all "hypersexual" some actually approach it nicely and dont pressure girls that much (but of course they still do anyway), others on the other hand either go and rape them or just get other girls. fuckers! im tired of guys... they are ( Read more... )