UGH. Some people just really piss me off.

Today was good up until after school.. which i dont wanna get into.
1st block- took a quiz.. which was really hard.
2nd block- watched a movie.
3rd block- nearly fell asleep.
lunch- stalker.. again. haha and made some perverted jokes.
4th block- finished watching phantom of the opera. =[ i didnt have goldfish ( Read more... )

Interesting day.

Math: "So where did you get those coconuts?" lmao.
History: took a gay quiz. listened to a "life" lecture.
Spanish: I dont really remember what we did.
Lunch: STALKERS. But thats not a bad thing.. =]
Band: Ate goldfish crackers and watched Phantom of the Opera.. nearly fell asleep one time.
I DIDN'T HAVE TO STAY AFTER SCHOOL TODAY.
Bus: ( Read more... )

i got lots of hugs today! =] 
i felt loved.
Theres some drama goin around.. but not with me for once.
Im actually really happy.. even though i do have one little problem. But im not really that worried about it.

1st block- talked and stuff.
2nd block- ..talked. got our grades (i have an A!) and nearly fell asleep.
3rd block- took a test.. got grades.. ( Read more... )

this isnt love.
its torture.

why am i waiting for something 
that's not gonna happen?

Hmm.. so i still havent gave Todd his answer.
But i think he changed his mind anyway. I want to go back out with him, but it might be a bad idea.
I wish everything would be just like it was when we were best friends.
I'm determined to stay up late, talking to him on the phone and watching music videos. That'll make it feel like old times.

Anyways, i ( Read more... )

ugh.
I dont know what i should do.
Should i give him another chance?
Or should i just let it go...
the "following my heart" advice aint workin.. :\
HELP?!

i'm confused.
last night, todd said he never wanted to go back out with me.
he said that we were just gonna be best friends.
he was also thinking about getting a date for the crawfish boil.
he's never invited me to one of those things,
now he's inviting everyone that he can.
he's also thinking about having a party, im not invited.
just people from tech ( Read more... )

"Don't  cry because it's over, smile because it happened."
PSHH whatever.

we are officially "just friends."
Forever.

I hate how he flirts with all these girls.
I hate it that he changed his myspace where NOTHING has to do with me.
I hate how he can call me anything he wants and he thinks its ok..
he doesnt care if he hurts my feelings because i deserve it.
i hate it when he gets mad at me for things i dont do..
and even though he thinks i should move on, i dont want ( Read more... )

Soo.. last night kinda sucked.
Todd told me i should move on..
which means we're probably not gonna go back out =[
Today i made him mad with the shirt i was wearing..
but then i told him i wanted to "start over" but not going out..
yeah i dont really know what i mean by that or what i was trying to say.
But i made him smile so that made me smile so now ( Read more... )