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I think i'm love-sick. like seriously.
i got a sick earlier.. but it might have been the medicine.. i didnt take it with food so.. yeah.
i took a 2 hour nap just to get my mind off things. and i never take naps.
Of course i didnt get much sleep last night either. Todd said a couple of things that i didnt wanna hear..
he wasnt saying it out of anger ( Read more... )

I'm losing too much sleep over this. :\

So im at home right now because i REALLY didn't wanna go to school today. i had a bad night last night and didnt get much sleep, so i just faked sick and my dad let me stay home and go back to sleep. Its really boring just sitting here with no one to talk to.. but oh well.

Ok i need to vent ( Read more... )

OK let me make this clear. Im not fucking jealous of her. I was jealous that he talked to her more than me. it has nothing to do with being jealous of her. i never thought he liked her, it was the fact that he ALWAYS talked to her and stopped talking to me as much. mkay? mkay. nobody seems to understand this ( Read more... )

So i spoke a little too soon on my last post.
I got upset again last night. But i dont wanna go into detail :\
I woke up this morning extremely tired and still upset.. but as the day went on i started to think that i just need to control myself..
So that's what im trying to do.

So jake said he's not gonna be my friend if i didnt tell him what rednecks ( Read more... )

I have been in the bestest mood the past few days. I dont know why but i like it. :]
I started having some thoughts about some more crap today though. But I just tried to tell myself "its all in my head".. cuz alot of this is just me thinking of what could happen. I know.. its gay.
So i heard a whole lotta crap about a certain "someone" that i ( Read more... )

Well, me and Todd got in another stupid fight
about some more stupid shit.
But i aint gonna worry about it this time.

i was home alone (for once) for like 2 hours
so I got to turn up the music really loud. it was fun.

Then i got to drive and get something to eat.
I swear i cant park worth a crap.
but its all good.
:]

ah the emoness..

I can't run anymore,
I fall before you.
Here I am, I have nothing left.
Though I've tried to forget,
You're all that I am,
Take me home.
I'm through fighting it.
Broken, Lifeless, I give up.
You're my only strength.
Without you, I can't go on,
Anymore, ever again.

i give up.