I actually did work today. and it was outside too ( Read more... )

Well, tonight i went out to eat and to the movies with Todd ( Read more... )

Wow. mkay, i spent the night with carmen last night. it was crazy. there were alot of people coming and going the whole time. We went to this big huge rock place. The rock cory or somethin like that. We climbed up it, when i got to the top i looked down, it was scary. And they were telling me how deep the water was at the bottom. It was a long walk ( Read more... )

I dont like being single.
I dont want to get over him.
I dont want to be "just friends".
I wasted 2 and a half years on him
for this?
Broken up 2 weeks now. Thats a long time.
& things arent looking up either.
I cant give up just yet though,
i'm still trying.
But its hard when i hear him say
"i love you", & know he doesnt mean it.
This all happened so fast..
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Bored ( Read more... )

IM HAPPY ( Read more... )

eh, today started out ok.
But 2nd block i checked out cuz my stomach hurt
and i started shaking and i felt weak.
So i came home and took a nap.
I feel better now.
Now im sitting here, bored to death.

This sucks ( Read more... )

For those of you that were wondering,
Me and Todd are NOT going back out.
I was in a better mood cuz i thought alot last night and "someone" cheered me up. (froot loops.. ;])
So i was nicer to him and i tried not to let things bother me.

AND i'm going to the movies tonight, with or without anyone.
I need to get out more.

mkay so that last post i exaggerated (sp) everything a lil bit..
i do have friends. but i dont have REALLY close friends like i used to. the only person that calls me is todd. and he doesnt always want to tlak to me. so.. yeah. i just felt kinda lonely. and the dream i had last night kinda made me feel bad today. yeah i know its only a dream but it ( Read more... )