typing is never enough, i wan to write you, into my life my story.

a screen saver isnt enough, come here and save me

r3ading_emory

xoxo liz

cut out that part of you that skips a heartbeat, that gets emptied like falling over without a lid,

refuse to live now and wait a bit, that tone that puts peace to sleep like lovers or lullabies.

ignore who you tripped in front of, when you get back up you'll be further than them,

it takes a special kind of love for pain to make it this far.

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shaking, did i say it wrong? through a laptop or an exaggerated blink? you looked down but whats on the ground? not my eyes or contact, something far more interesting that i cant seem to see. she was next to me, i even felt her flinch when i said it, immediately i regretted. i thought it was right to point out, how you looked at her instead, the ( Read more... )

somewhere out there in the string theory of bar chords, you decided to stay.

once you said i miss what we used to be, but i was busy pretending it was something it wasnt. maybe i missed it all together.

our time and the point, the guilt in my eyes when i touched your arm,

i could tell you would have been sad if i said i loved you, so instead i said ( Read more... )

Im sad that i stay in, i wish to walk,

the ivy holds on, but why?

i hate this life in its unfairness but how can i articulate what stays inside,

i try to hold on till i can see something more,

but i cant find the will

steps are going downhill

jeans changing shape to your writing that i live for

more songs and praying for pain

if you want to say 'leave me alone' then sure, i could say nothing, but if youre going to talk then we should talk about your coat, the pockets with my lighter, or your camera with that sticker i gave you, only half ripped off, we could talk about when you talk to them you give them heart necklaces and pens, you just want to leave your mark i guess ( Read more... )

i dont know wi i expected to be okay when nothing has changed, like i could fill the gaps in memory with reasons why. but they just keep getting bigger and all i do know is swim in nostalgia. wether its songs or jeans, or obscure things id do to pass the time. you make no effort to pass the time quicker, no coffee, no quips, no concerts. but its ( Read more... )

hellooooo after my roughly 5 month break im ready for the drama and the insanity (if youre lucky) that is livejournal. my old acc is gone so dont even. this new one is mostly frnds only but the more the merier.. anyways expect updates and poems lmao. plus im not gonna do that 20 questions thing anymore no matter what.! 2013 was rough xd.

xo lizz