sometimes i read something or see something on tv
and i worry myself sick about it.
it brings up a bad memory or a bad possibility
and i can't seem to get it out of my head once it's there.

life is good lately.
i love school.
I miss jesse with every ounce of my heart.
i'm going down to arizona in january to see him.
i'm pretty sure i'm going to transfer ( Read more... )

ever since i've gotten to school i feel so unproductive. i guess i'm just really used to being on the go every hour of the day. now it's pretty much class and that's it. it'll be better once i have a job. but for now it's class, eat, party, study, sleep. woohoo. i mean the party part is fun and all. but it's getting repetitive.

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sorry i disappeared for awhile. a lot has gone on though.
my step dad tried killing my younger brother. literally.
mom called the cops and put him in jail for a night.
now he's court ordered not to come near the house or any of us.
they're getting a divorce.

playing phone tag with my roommate, can't seem to get ahold of each other.
i'm getting wayyyy ( Read more... )

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jesus h. christ i fucking hate my step dad sooooooo much!!!!
"if you don't have all your laundry done before you leave this house i'm throwing it on the street and changing the fucking locks!"
oh so is that how a parent treats their child?
i didn't know that everything i did wrong would result in getting kicked the fuck out.
FUCK YOU! I HATE YOU! UGH!

yeah, happy fucking birthday to me.
18 and my parents still won't let me smoke.
still have a curfew.
joe ditched me.
i was home at 10:30 pm.
and my dad almost forgot it was my birthday.
fucking outstanding.

and i swear it's the last time
and i swear it's my last try
and we'll walk in circles around this whole block
walk on the cracks of the same old sidewalks
then we'll talk about leavin' town
yeah we'll talk about leavin
and i swear it's my last time
i swear it's my last try.

I have another sinus infection.
i HATE getting sick.
all i wanna do is go to the bonfire with beaner and erica :(
make me healthy again.

so i have the biggest crush in the world on this kid.
go figure he has a goddamn gf.
and they show no signs of breakup.
"i really love her man".
yeah eff that noise.
rawr.

yet i keep hanging out with the stupid fucker.
which would make me the stupid fucker.

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