today was definitely one of those days. you know exactly what days i'm talking about. the kind where you're all excited to lounge around in your pj's and totally veg out all day doing nothing but eating and watching movies, maybe read a book. and after it's all said and done, you're depressed as hell and all you wanna do is go out with your ( Read more... )

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so Girl A likes Boy A, but Boy A has been dating Girl B for about 3 months now. Girl B really really likes Boy A, and Boy A kinda likes her, talks about how much she annoys him, and then acts like he's totally in love with her. All the while Girl A is hanging out with Boy A and Girl B and other friends, while Boy A flirts with her and acts like ( Read more... )

there are many many horrible things in this world. broken hearts, hard times, abuse, so so so many horrible things. but when somebody dies so young that they haven't experienced even 1/3 of their life, i think that about tops it. nobody deserves to die. it really makes me want to believe in God just so i know it was because it was their time ( Read more... )

so i'm back. for good this time! dad got a big fat check so he got the internet/cable/phone hooked back up yesterday. it's been exciting let me tell you! sifting through about 900 emails and what not.

so on another note...work has been giving me the shaft lately. they told me at the beginning of the summer that i would be a trainer...well it's ( Read more... )

so josh colidae (sp?) likes me. not sure how i feel about that. sure he's a good guy and he has his own house and blah blah blah but a. he's april's ex bf, b. he never parties or anything, he's the kind of guy to just chill at home and watch movies, he doesn't enjoy the social scene like i do. like yeah i love to spend one on one time, but not ALL ( Read more... )

good news: jesse/jamie's band is going to be touring with the ataris and tsunami bomb this summer. how effing awesome is that?!?! i smell back stage passes. woohoo!
anyway so i haven't slept in over 2 days and i have to work tonight. :(

so i apologized to my dad for mouthing off the other day and he gave the car back about 3 seconds later. ah the power of not being stubborn anymore. school's going ok but i'm majorly stressing over my psychology term paper that i haven't started yet. and look what i'm doing during my study hall....yeah, priorities right? anyway, it's gorgeous ( Read more... )

so my dad hates me. that's not even an exaggeration. he all out has it in for me and i might actually die by the end of the day. my mom wants to put the whole family in counseling and said it's all because of him and i'd have to say i concur. i wrote a pseudo letter to him today expressing all of my frustration and confusion and angst in the ( Read more... )

so i left early for work so i could stop in at Lids and visit dave (if he was even working) before a grueling night of texas roadhouse. just as i'm about to get off 41 onto 172 my tire blows. pull over, get out and look at it, the fucker's just shredded to all hell. 'great' i'm thinking. now not only will i not get to visit dave, i'll also be ( Read more... )