you'll remain nameless, but as long as you're reading this you'll know it's you. i left a comment on your post and i hope to be talking to you in person about this later, but honestly, don't do it to yourself. don't become the person you know you'll be come if it comes down to this. i may not be your girlfriend, or even one of your best friends ( Read more... )

HAPPY EARTH DAY!!!!!!!!!!

well my lovely holiday started at 8 yesterday morning, arriving at nick's apartment, waking up johnny, klappy, greggy (and skank-nasty gf, who will go nameless as deserved) from a long night of drinking. benny was already raring to go, Triple Threat in position. at approximately 8:05 the games had begun. and they continued until 1 in the ( Read more... )

so first order of business...every body should go to zapatopi.net this man is either crazy or brilliant, i think maybe the former.

second order of business...it's over with nick. we both had our fun and then he met jeep girl and now i'm SOL once again. sick of boys and relationships and i guess...well what's the point of going to college ( Read more... )

so friday night me megz and nick went to jesse/marty/zack's apt in depere. pretty much just played cards the whole time, lotsa fun. nick kissed me...dunno if it meant much but it was cool. saturday night alyssa picked me up and we went to nick's. benny bought a hooka...so it was a good night.

i think the sinus infection has turned to allergies ( Read more... )

sinus infection like woah :(

so this weekend was nothing special. hung out at mark's on friday night, where nick completely, flat out rejected me. i guess not flat out, but it was enough. we were flirting all night right, just harmless fun flirting, and i thought for sure something was gonna happen, considering what he told meg and meg passed along to me. by the end of the ( Read more... )

sometimes it all just seems like too much.
others it seems like not enough.
and then everything's perfect, where it's all just enough.
right now my life is a bit of each.
But that's the way i am, nothing can be in any form of organization, it has to be scattered in every possible direction.

i'm so pumped for this summer. i want to see all the friends i never get to see. i want to work as much as i can and get as much money as i can. i want to enjoy being a teenager as long as i can before i go to college and spend the rest of my life working, paying bills, and being an adult. i want to accomplish something great, whether it be ( Read more... )

the green stuff has several references...take your pick. i smoke too much marijuana and spend too much money. need to save that stuff man. so anyway, i know it's been eons since i've updated, it's because my dad is a broke mofo and our internet got cut off. cuz we're poor. once again, the green stuff. it's really a necessity. all these years ( Read more... )