i should be listening to happy music. but i'm not. i don't know why, but i should be happy. all of my problems with people have been solved to a certain extent. even the problems i've been having with talek lately ( Read more... )

i'm sorry, yet again. i know, i've been uber busy lately ( Read more... )

i know. i'm lame. i have all this free time when i am online, and i never update this. why may you ask? well, i don't really like to talk about myself. well, i mean, i love to talk about my emotions and shit, but some of it cannot be put into words and some of it, i'm like, who is going to care? so yea. i'm stopping now ( Read more... )

I am the most confused person on this planet. hahahaha, what an exaggeration, i believe. but whatever ( Read more... )

1 day down ... 2 to go. im trying to resist him for 3 days. today got difficult, and then sam IMed me for a chat. which was nice, because i haven't talked to him in AGES. it wasn't too long of chat either, it was just right. but back to him ... so this thing about 3 days. im not IMing him ... at least, im not starting it. i might push myself to 5 ( Read more... )

so, im sorry i haven't written in this in like, over a month. i know alot has happened, and i barely even remember my last entry. emily and i are fine. life goes on. D.C. is over. well, im not really here to talk about events, actually. i just need to write down stuff that is confusing me at this moment in time ( Read more... )

let me update starting with swirl. that was just a big fiasco. that led to my death. im joking. but not really. katelyn was late. sam and emily grew closer ... so much so that on my birthday, they started dating. which i found out because of profile updates. they weren't going to tell me. nope, but im not really friends with either of them now. ( Read more... )

so, if you read that last entry ... here's the addition to it. countinuing from 3 am. or abouts ( Read more... )

EEEEEEEEEEEEE. OMG, I AM EXCITED. tonight was amazing. absolutely amazing ( Read more... )

im not sure what's up lately. i feel sickly. but yea. MIDTERMS ARE OVERRRR!!!! thank goodneesssss ( Read more... )