My heart ( Read more... )

so it happens again. im lost and broken, but im ok. alive. i really dont know what it is i did. i gave her all of my love. i gave her my heart. that wasnt enough. the kisses, the laughs, the smiles, the words where pointless. my emotions are flawless now. i know what it is im doing, i know how to love. i know how to be everything. i thought thats ( Read more... )

Is it you I have found lost in the stars ( Read more... )

Rainbows and colors

Flooding my mind

Mmm baby you’re so sexy

I want you for all time

Your yellows and pinks set me on fire

Lovely lady you are all I desireThe scent from your neck ( Read more... )

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it seems as if its been a decade since ive been in the mood to write an entry. so much is new, its overwhelming. good and bad of course, as always..figuring out where it is i want to start and what i want to write about will be the hard part. of course when i start going it never stops ( Read more... )

new place. new life. new existence.. wish me luck ♥

"you standing there with your imaculant smile wide as the universe. A handsome devil with divine ways, an alluring comfort of pain with a hint of numbness. My mind can not begin to count the times you've come around. And when you come around it's back to normal...when your here it's like you were never gone. I hate you for it. But then you hold my ( Read more... )

im not sleeping. and im not trying to figure out an explanation. if im enjoying time alone im ok with it. its late. yes. i do work tomorrow, and no, i dont care. listening to lovedrug . my new favorite. they are amazing. over and over again. im actually speechless. its great. im not thinking, im just sitting. just relaxing. just breathing. not ( Read more... )

so i just talked to mike. im lost. and confused. john should be calling me soon. i dont relly know what to say to him. hes confused. though he shouldnt be if he loves me. i have tears falling from my eyes. just because im still lost. im still in love. and the song im listening to is not helping. i just want to talk to him. . . i just want to know ( Read more... )