lately, i've been thinkin that...i'm a bitch. i never really gave it much thought, but i know i am. like last year, and in middle school i was so nice and so happy and it seemed like i was EVERYONE'S friend...now it's like, i'm scared of people, and i'm like standoffish. and i tend to be a little bit bitchy. I wish i knew what was wrong with me. I ( Read more... )

JUSTIN JEREMY AND DERRICK ARE HOME FINALLY ( Read more... )

i'm at home with Weslie and Caitlin over. As you may assume, we're high. But what else is new right? Caitlin is battling with my closet (a battle which she will indefinitely lose) to get "her blanket"...the one she sleeps with every time she's over. Weslie's almost passed out right here beside me on my bed. I love my best friends ( Read more... )

i miss talking to jayson like normal ( Read more... )

today was pretty good. i asked Sheffeild (my theater teacher) to marry me (again). he sad "um no, merry christmas" he's great. well...Clay picked Me, Laura, Raine, Amber, Kristin, Nick, and Andy(i think) up from school. We all studied except Laura and Raine) then we went over to Amber's house. Okay toally honest and upfront...Nick is fine as hell ( Read more... )

everything has been pretty good. i miss wesley. i guess its all good though. we went to marco's friday nght. it was me mary caitlin uncle randy, aunt dee and my dad and caitlins momma. we all hungout for acouple hours then me mary and caitlin went to my house and randy n dee went home and dad and caitlins mom went "out" it was sooo cute...anyways ( Read more... )

10 years ago ( Read more... )

went to church today. chase is the best person ever. he said that if i mov to my moms then he's going to "go on a murder outrage and kill everything in sight, starting with shane." he says i'm his best friend, and it's good because i know he means it. i'm looking for ward to this week at school. i'm stoked about finals which is odd cause everyone ( Read more... )

today was cool. me and laura decorated the house for christmas. then we went to hooters for a bday party. im so glad my dad let me drink some beer. just the taste on my lips relieved me of all the stress ive been under lately. and thank God i was stoned last night, cause that helped too. i love not facing reality. i came home and dad and laura went ( Read more... )

so me and laura got out the christas decorations from the garage. it put me into the christmas spirit. i actually liked being out there with her. it was weird. anyways we're bout to go shopping for more decoratioins. ciao.

-candace-