so me and weslie are pretty stoned. im lookin at my fat kat katie and shes lookin at me like im the biggest retard on earth. heh, shes probably right. will came over. he's pretty cool. really cool actually. weslie's on the phone with chris..hes got the same bday that i do!! lol anyways i talked to jeremy and justin today. i love those guys!! i miss ( Read more... )

sooo im thinking about movin back in with my momma. it seems like i'm running away, but i'm not. or maybe I am. Everything is just getting to where feel like i cant take it anymore. Or maybe i just dont wana take it anymore. i suck at school, it seems as though i have no friends(that may be because ive been grouded or a month and have had no human ( Read more... )

I know I said it was over with Jayson. God I can't stand it. Can he NOT see that I'm freaking IN LOVE with him? I guess not. I can't stop loving him, thats like telling the earth to stop spinning. Seriously. It's not like I WANT to hurt like I do, but I really can't help it. I'll get over him on my own time. I can't rush it ( Read more... )

alright. no more Jayson=new start for Candace. I gotta get everything back to normal. Im gonna be a normal girl again. I'm going to flirt, I'm gonna go out and party and have a good time, like i used to. I'm not going to care anymore about crap. It's about damn time ( Read more... )

I feel like theres nothing left for me to do. I didn't know that there was more to life than being, laughing, loving with you. I like to reminisce on the better times we've had, I like to think about getting "comfortable" with you, and you talking about pink bunnies when I was sad. All I'm doing by thinkink about all these things is hurting myself ( Read more... )

went to church this morning. i miss Karie Lynn. She's coming home from rehab for good next friday, thank god. so after church i just hungout with the fam for a little while. then pepa took me to the woodlands mall around 1:30 and i met Jayson at Urban Outfitters. Then we shopped around at abercrombie, dillards, american eagle, the gap...we were ( Read more... )

yeah so i just got done reading a friends lj and it really made me upset. cause i was reading it...then i got drawn into it then i got really pissed...cause he/she said something about me that really pissed me off. He/she was talking about something i said i would do just for them, but i didnt do it...and the only reason i didnt do it was because ( Read more... )

it's been 69million years right? for definitely. anyways a lot has happened in the past uhh probably month and a half or so ( Read more... )

It's hard to say what it is I see in you ( Read more... )

just got back from the meeting with wesley. i met a really cool girl named kellie...she seemed really nice. i thought i wasnt gonna be comfortable at all but i was talking up a storm...i bet kellie was like god stupid kingwood girl...but i dont care. im not the kingwood stereotype.anyways so now i'm talking to mark. hes talking about his dad. i ( Read more... )