today started off as a normal day i guess. i got up, got in the shower and all that shit. went to school...there was about 15minutes left in 1st period when i got a note to go to my assistant principal's office...i was so scared, cause i really am trying to do good this year and i havent done anything wrong so far so i was like OMG some1 told her ( Read more... )

well today sucked. probably because i slept too late. the day started around 6:00 when Lara called and reminded me about french club, and i told her i wasn't going. well i fell back asleep and didn't wake up until 7:00...and i usually leave my house by 6:45...so i get up at 7 throw on jeans and a hoodie (and i found wesleys chucks so i wore those) ( Read more... )

what the hell is wrong with me? I go to school and i'm just peachy to everyone but i get home and all i wanna do is ball up and hide and cry. i don't understand what is going on with me.maybe i miss mom, or i miss my drugs or my friends or damn i don't know.im totally normal at school but there is just something about being at home that depresses ( Read more... )

i have been updating a lot cause wesley broke my computer...so i have to use the crappy one and it loads soooooo slow!! anyways school started monday and i saw piero..i love that kid...caitlin has lived with me for half the week...and i love it. she calls me every day after school like RIGHT AFTER the bell rings its hilarious cause i answer and ( Read more... )

...i know "kewliez" is adam's word but it's the first one that came to my mind. i'd say im pretty pleased with my results :-)

NINE THINGS YOU WEAR DAILY ( Read more... )

stayed up till like 6:30 in the morning...watched the sun come up. i was talking to Adam from 11:30 till 6:30...i'm glad i'm getting along with him now. he's super cool ( Read more... )

tonight i went to church....since we've been having vbs all week. damn i love seeing jayson every day! it's awesome. i talked to adam last night...i like talking to him now...im glad we put all the shit behind us and all.me jayson chase kelly ashley becca lance mark and stevie were gonna go to the movies tonight after church but we decided it was a ( Read more... )

im over at stevies house and it has been for freaking ever since i've written huh?! anyways...she stopped going to church for a while then tonite @ vbs she walked up and i was like STEVERINO!!!!!!!it was pretty badass! anyways so im staying the night over her and she freaking likes chase again!! isnt that the coolest??! i think it is...just as long ( Read more... )

im running away. thats exactly what im doing. Im running away from everyone and everything. theres not anything in particular that i dont want to be around. im just fed up with it. a lot of things that no one knows about. and i sure as hell dont post them in here...i dont want everyone knowing my crap. but i am leaving....im moving to my mothers. i ( Read more... )