"you probably don't want to hear this, but my sister's roommate is the same girl who's boyfriend cheated on her with me ( Read more... )

Shit is going downhill.....

it feels like i'm paying her to be with me. i've let her borrow so much money. i know she won't be able to pay me back. she's been disappointing me a lot lately. i've done everything i could think of as far as treating her right, but she fires back by letting me down. i don't understand.

fuck your first days!
ha

a year ago i was ... still in the army, alone and whatnot.
now we've got our own little place and it's awesome. i'm lovin it so far.

getting this apartment is gonna be the biggest investment i've made since the camaro i got a few months back. not only an invesment money-wise, but relationship as well. crazy

you know the whole love thing? like that point in your relationship where you're ready to say those three little words? well what if everytime you felt it was natural and right and you couldn't wait to say it, something happened. something that made you question your feelings. something that hurt you in a different way that you weren't able to ( Read more... )

I've been so busy I've been on myspace maybe once a day now and even a couple days where I didn't use my computer at all. Remember me a year ago after vacation in vegas coming back to xbox360, cable internet, and beer. Nothing but those three in constant rotation. Things have changed so much in the last year that it amazes me. I look at my ( Read more... )

i need to grow a pair of balls and quit being nice. my own girlfriend tells me i'm nice. how fucking stupid is that? here goes yet another change, be pissed speak up stand up and see where it takes me. cuz being nice is just making everything stupid.

i hate misinterpreting body language and slowly noticing the differences of when a certain female is high and when she is sober. and how it didn't use to bother me because i couldn't tell the difference, but now there are subtle signs here and there and i'm beginning to think things that i shouldn't and i should just ask her about it, but that ( Read more... )

speeding by, i've spendin all my dayz wit my boo.
she's amazing.
it's a non-stop joyride. shes got the house all to herself this weekend :o
i haven't posted since vegas, DAMN! where has time gone?

also, deployment february. >;[
it had to happen sometime...