it's sad how i can't remember where my room was, where i was when the fire started
when it finally set in that i was never going to go home. i'm never going home i've finally settled with the fact that i'm never going to live there anymore as much as i want to someone else bought it & they live their now. it's their home not mine ( Read more... )

haha. who's a douche, hi that'd be me i haven't updated this journal in a while i used to update it when i updated my greastest journal, but i stopped updating either one. i dont know, i kind of stopped just writing down how i feel. it kind of just makes me uncomfortable at times. maybe i'm just really gay who knows. oh well, school starts in 3 ( Read more... )

l'm retarted and, I'm way to flirty. That's just the way it is kay? Good. Leigh and I are going to open our own truck driving company, and we're gonna drive mad big trucks and listen to great music. Not the lame hill-billy music that normal truck drivers listen to cuz they're not great like me and Leigh. So yes, support our soon to be business kay ( Read more... )

Fill it out ( Read more... )

I'm using this journal again because not that many people know about it. I just got done reading over all my other old entries for this journal, while deleting them. And most of them were about Ben, the infamous fucking Ben. And I don't get, how I could be so happy with someone yet continue to push myself away from them. I remember many times of ( Read more... )