today i start my week's paid vacation. i don't really have any plans other than wedding planning.. i for sure do not have money to waste. so this seems like a great time to clean up and organize my house a bit, get tattooed a TON, and do lots of cuddling.
i am very excited :0]

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my roomate ( Read more... )

i read lj so often but i never take the time to write. i blog it up in mysace but that's more general and not as personal.
i'm just never in the mood to get down and dirty with myself about my emotions. it's like a big swampy void and i don't even want to go there.

but i'm alive.

love!

it's weird to not have a social circle of people. i never have. i don't know why it's suddenly weird when it hasn't really been front of mind ever before.
it's just that everyone that i know and care about, they are part of a totally different group of people. i don't have my own gang of fools, i just hang out with people as they momentarily leave ( Read more... )

you are gorgeous.
and you make me giggle.

thank you

:)

teeheehee

1. DO YOU SNORE ( Read more... )

"got to find the reason
reason things went wrong"

right now i have this inner struggle.
i REALLY REALLY want to go out. and have fun. and feel good. maybe even get hit on. or something ( Read more... )

see this: http://xabluestarx.livejournal.com/314329.html
and just understand that it's happened again.

oh how i should of gotten out the first time.

i feel like i'm stuck between being normal and being insane. i guess for now, that will have to work ( Read more... )