this is one of the reasons why i changed my sn and you can look at what i changed it to and add it to your buddy list but i'm changing it again tonight because i'm sick of the human race and tara you are no exception you lied and betrayed my trust and for some reason you thought we could be friends again. you're disgusted by me and how i treated ( Read more... )

no more drama at all it's great.

real friends

new screen name.

new livejournal.

new life.

i'm happy and i don't want any of you to ruin that for me. if you want to be added im me or i'll add you.

yo straight up i can't be stopped i'm an unstoppable force. don't hate me cuz you ain't me. let me as cate would say "drop some knowledge on you haters." everything is fine right now. i'm actually happy. i know who my true friends are and i see them a lot and that's all that matters.

i'm so fresh so clean son.

p.s.- i'm the king of pop

i might take my ex girlfriend up on her offer to move in to her apartment in brooklyn. she sounded pretty serious about it and i mean it'd be like a breath of fresh air from this state, this drama, this life. i could just go to school there it wouldn't be so bad manhattan has art school and she lives like right by manhattan. the more and more i ( Read more... )

ok so last night my livejournal was taken over by my friend sara my apologies for any confusion haha ( Read more... )

yo yo yo my name is billy and i think i am SOOO AWESOME.

but I'm really not.

No syke im kidding i really am.

And I talk to this girl Sarah on the phone every night because she is super cool and is just as mean as i am.

YO YO YOOYOYOOYYOOYOYOOYYO OY OYOY OY OY YO YO YO LOVE LIFE.

hmm hmmm hmmmmmmmmm

man im so drunk. SYKE

so i had my surgery and well my hand really fucking hurts. i'm like the biggest mess right now physically and mentally. my hand is killing me from surgery. my neck and back ache from sleeping on it wrong, my head hurts from thinking too much and my heart hurts from caring too much. i feel like right now i have very little to show for my life: i ( Read more... )

i lied i'm not done complaining i'm back so fuck you all hhaahahahahahah SUCK IT!

this is my last entry. this thing is dumb and it caused me to lose my best friend someone i care about more than anyone. ANYONE! i've lost also my other best friend to a girl oh well it's the second time that's happened i miss him though. i miss both of them. i miss being happy. this lj name is a joke billyposi hahahaha when was the last time i ( Read more... )

it's official i've lost everything. no exaggeration or not trying to get any sympathy i feel like i really have nothing to live for anymore.

i'm deleting this thing tonight.

probally my myspace too.