Job is going okay. Tired from getting used to all the hours spent on the go. The job itself is pretty boring but alot to remember ( Read more... )

It has been a little over a week since the worst thing in my life happened. Wasnt handling it to well inside. Still not. But I am fighting it. Trying to move on I guess. Accept that it happened and that I cant do anything about it. Went back to school this week. Got caught up on my English calss but still not with the Math. The Math teacher is out ( Read more... )

So yeah. I lost my baby on friday. It was the worst thing that has ever happened to me. I started bleeding very little friday night but got scared and went to the hospy with my neighbor. Was there for about 6 hours before I found out. Got an ultrasound and there was no heart beat. I was so happy to have a baby on the way. It was the best thing that ( Read more... )

Still in school. It is okay. Have high 90's in both. Its all pretty easy. The teachers are dumb, and most the time I am asking myself "why am I here"? The school hasnt actually told me how many classes/hours I have to take before I can transfer so it goes off into a lost cause in my head. Pitty pitty ( Read more... )

It feels so fucking great outside ( Read more... )

So yeah... I am preggo. And everyone wants to kill it. People just tell me "Hey Amanda, your stupid. You cant take care of yourself much less a kid". All I have to say is, I didnt ask to get pregnant. I didnt think I could. But I did, and by a guy who I loved (wish I could say that was past tense). He also wants me to get rid of it. So far it sucks ( Read more... )

That is the highlight of my life in the present. My mother and I were riding around looking for cars. Waisting time before she had to go to work. We stopped at a few dealerships. No one had anything. We had looped the town and a few smaller towns around Savannah. Well we see a sign on a building saying saying Auto Auctions. We stopped in and asked ( Read more... )

Been doing better. I went to Jasons after he got off work wensday. I enjoyed it. I missed him. We watched Sin City. And He-Man episodes. lol. It was nice. He is so spoiled by my back rubs and shit. I stil didnt talk to him about him and I. I dont think his best friend phillip likes me too much. I dunno. He just never really talks around me ( Read more... )

Yay! I will be making my excape from savannah this weekend. If every thing goes accordingly. Which it usualy does not. Yes, I will be doing bad things. Nothing like that. I know what your thinking. Nope not that ( Read more... )

I want to say I hate this war. I do inside. But I dont want to disgrace those who have died. I just got back from spending some time with Marcus. He had bad news. Our friend. Who I knew for a few months and come to care about deeply died over there in Iraq. His helicopter was shot down on a rescue mission. Kip Jacoby. He was such a hansome guy. His ( Read more... )