I love to hear you sleeping ( Read more... )

I never had a place I really called my home ( Read more... )

Walls of Jericho have invaded my house!! Candace has been walking around in her silk boxers. I am at awe. It is 4:42am and they are asleep in my living room. I cant go to bed. Hailey keeps snoring. And hogging the bed. We talked together about Ghosts, Movies, Peeing the bed, and Sesame Street. haha. I am bored so I am relating this to you with a ( Read more... )

Last night was a kick ass show! As I lay dying, Sworn Enemy, and 2 others. I missed the first to play but the rest was fucking awsome. I got upfront for Sworn Enemy.

David died December 26th
.R.I.P.
May you have no more pain.
And no more sorrow.
I loved you like a father.
You will live on in my heart.

At this moment life confuses me. I feel like a little child right now. So vulnerable to fates hand, begging for pity, not to let death happen) Thats all I can really say. I cant explain why. And that confuses me even more ( Read more... )

I have been in Virginia again. A little over a week. Saw David only 2 times. He has lost so much weight and walks so slow and cripple like. If I want on so much medicine that makes me so emotionally numb I would have lost it. I cant cry, and I feel horrible for this.

Not much going on. I went to virginia for a week. I just got back friday Things have been rough. The doctors have given Davey no longer than christmas. I couldnt take it so I had to come back for a break. Needed to escape.

I went and saw AgainstMe ( Read more... )

Today David is going for his first kemo treatment. I hope it goes well. I worry about him alot. For those who dont know he is my step father.