QueenofFraNceCl: we all get depressed
wings like these: heh. sure, thanks for generic words of comfort. apparently, its what i ask for anyways, so i shouldnt be suprised.

god... show was GREAT. made that was by 1. the bands; 2. mandie 3. josh i love you guys so much. <3 friday... was.. wonderful... i keep wondering how im having these wonderful friday and saturday nights... every weekend.. then i remember its because of a certain wonderful boy. <3 mandie cut my hair. i hated it at first.... and in fact, i hated it ( Read more... )

i feel like shit right now. and im sure my breath smells reeeeeaaaally nice.

i have to get a hold of derrek. that show is earlier than i thought. i need to go home at like noon. i have to take a couple of naps or something. and a shower. im bored. what, short attention span?

Saturday, January 8 - HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS wsg. Spitalfield + Number One Fan + The Black Maria + Ultra Ego
All ages welcome. $12 in advance. 5 pm doors, 5:30 pm show.

we go under: this is our coolest idea since the sex-for-books initiative.

we go under: i'm not trying to sound like a cunt... it just happens automatically when i open my mouth. or, in this case, when i wiggle my fingers over the keyboard in an effort to communicate.

HAHA im fucking crazy. right now. everything is all of a sudden funny. everything is gooood. soooo good. wht the fuck? text messages making me happy? text messages making me happy enough to squirm and pee my pants? what the hell? HAHA ( Read more... )

numb ( Read more... )

get home, call dad to ask him where he is. " dont freak out or anything..." SHIT. "... but im at the hospital." hahaha. " but dooooont worry, its nothing serious." i love bullshit.

i cant do this right now. it would be wonderful if my dad suddenly died because of something like this. neato. im so sorry, but i cant take these moral obligations i' ( Read more... )

you said " i can't take it, girl" and i knew then that you were a lie.

im so sorry, nate.

i know i fucked up again. and i can never apologize enough. im sorry, if it counts for anything. i just need to be me for a little while. i need to be alone. im not used to being gone every night. im not used to being around people every single night. im ( Read more... )

nate: im going to fucking kill you. why the hell would you ever do that? what the fuck. die. i fucking hate you. dont ever fucking talk to me again you fucking fat ass loser.